I just wish my

silence

would speak for itself.

My heart
beats so
fast. It
just might
e x p l o d e

I was gonna drink some of my mom’s tequila but I walked into the kitchen and was like “AW CEREAL” and had that instead.

What if you’re

a moment,

in a vacuum,

f l o a t i n g

             a  w  a  y

                            f   r   o   m  

                                           m    e  ?

I saw your brightness and I
couldn’t stop crying.
It was like a sun shower.

It’s so weird that almost 5 years later I still have to sleep with my lower body completely wrapped up like a cocoon, even when I’m sharing a bed.

It’s graphic.

The sight that’s created when you go

understated

and assault my body in such a way.

How deceptive you both have been.

Now, I’ll put it nicely,

though it’ll come off icy,

when I tell you both that you don’t care for me.

It’s obvious that we’re not friends

and haven’t been for some time and maybe I’m just seeing it now but

I’m seeing it

now.